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there goes the second part.. frankly, i dun intend to type. cos I haven gotten the time to do my CNY posting and much worse, my granny is hospitalised recenly.

The story continues....

anyway, dove and i went to the hotel room. it was my first few experience in local hotel. Amara though small, but they do hold up to their name. I was rather impressive at it spacious and well-deco lobby, its rooms too.

I thot i wasn ready for anything that comes next. but my hormones were raging, i feel like pinning him down to bed and get it done instantly. In the hotel room, we were caught in between like there were a third party in the room, we carn face each other like normal. Pretentious us were doing some unnecessary stuff before getting in onto the bed. he held my hand, i laid on his thigh. looking up and initiated a kiss. He's soft with his kisses. like an apprentice. nice.
no further elaboration need i guess. things went on naturally.

well , wat comes after this 'fun' was worrying.
He rejected my offer to meet him again. after he got back to malaysia, i practically lost contact with him. Being Busy was just an excuse.
i regretted. only till recently, i was much relieved by his call.

It comes to my realisation that i gave myself in too easily that if i fall for any man, they will be able to take adv of it to their extent. I was lucky enough to have awakened by dove. least, we r still friends, as wat he said. but i doubt we are... just like the way i am with Joe...

So 'Let thing goes nature', dove said.

-You can cheat in Everything, but never SINCERITY-

u feel it or u dun.

Men are Bastards... I hate to say it, but i'm a HOT one.

if i have the chance, i want to be one real bastard!

SiongSiongBear loves Joel and Jovien, and remembers Joe.T on 22 February 2009!