.Whole world in my hands.

I will never forget what had happened during this 1 month break. It will last a lifetime. Everything fall perfectly as planned but there was just one thing that tarnished it. I was prepared. so i tried as hard as possible to follow wat i had set out to do and i'm glad i made myself hmm...very happy!

My First week

Starts off with mi and my best friends from SHATEC having our meal in fish & Co. Str8 after our last paper. hey, not bad... we waited this for MONTHS!! when do we have this chance to sit tgt for a nice decent meal when we're in school? eating for the sake of satisfying our stomach psuhing it to go on for a few more hours of lecture in school.

- mi and su swe

- Susi and Siska

Right after my meal, i rushed down to Paris Ris downtown east for my family chalet! this day also marks a new beginning for my cousin benson as he turns 16 ! not bad. becoming a young, mature chap. Looking just abt the kind of guy girls will be mesmerise by... All the best! Oh,btw, baby Joel came down to look for mi! i miss him so much! chat abit here and there in his car parked somewhere around pasir ris. He's such a cutie i carn stopping throwing my feeling on him. alrite... then he sent me back. and i played Roulette plus forfeits with the kids!

- Uncle Derrick (Mervyn's father)

-Mervyn

- Char-grill food yum yum

-Chefs working

- Lai ah Lai ah, place ur bet.

- Toxicated drink as forfeit

- JubBeat (latest arcade game) whoo... i like it alot

- Benson is not really good at it. he came in just as the arcade was abt to close, so no one else can see.

- Happie birthday, my dear cousin!


You can never imagine how rush everything was. Right after chalet, i was literally runing ard everywhere. Drop off from hougang, took a cab down to Orchid Country club where my classmates were waiting for mi to start the game of PAINTBALL! Freaking scary, alrite? the balls were so hard that it might not burst even when u pinch forcefully. Ur gun is loaded with hundreds of this ball. We have a mission and shooting at rival is one task. OUCH! cry for MAMA man. (will update with picture soon)

So i came home with load of unwashed clothing. in midst of unpacking, i began packing stuff to prepare myself on a Family trip to Genting (children only-4 D 3N). We had our fun, did lot of catching up, brought alot of stuff. markin most of the items off from my wish list. heheh. nicely done.

- Ling Li (ling's friend) and Wei ling (y.sis)

- Eva and Wei li (my sis)
- 1st group photo.

- Hooray!


-Eva and i sharing room . smile

-We deserve it! and we finished all. which only cost Sing- 60 dollars.

- It doesn matter if its long or short. wat matters is who flashes it and how i love it.

- Muffins for my sister, and a hammer for LingLi who looks like a toot. WAKE UP!

- DIy in a neoprint machine

-MORE! nice shot

- OH GOD! ANOTHER SHOT! i didn know i was that hot.

-neoprint (cos a hefty 15 sing dollar- wat shit?)

- Another 15 sing dollar (family shot)

- My tattoo, my trademark for 2 weeks

-left right left right left right . STOP. squat and shit. stand. left right left right.

- 2nd Group picture

- once beaten , twice shy. angie hides under cover.

- 3rd group picture :)

- my favourite store! its a must must for mi to get something here everytime i come.

- OSIM massage chair. such luxury while we watch the movie 'IP MAN"

-y.sis followed by eva in the background. its damn cold inside

- whos this dashing fellow ?

- Mi, Kamala and shamsiah ( who came on the day i am leaving, wat a waste)

- still get to enjoy as we cam whore. i showed them to area of interest here before i left genting.

-Bus terminal ( is that my sis on the left of picture?- pls say no)

- WE ARE LEAVING ALR! (Eva went on an earlier coach)

- things i got for myself

- American eagle, PDI ( PADINI or PRODUCT DESIGN AND INNOVATION)

- NICE or NIKE

- my fav

- One for JOEl , one for Wei Siong

Other small event

-I went to highlight my hair in my uncle's salon. It was blue but turned green fast after a few wash. I luve the colour. i resemblence a tree, just like pre-celebration for Xmas! WAt a coincidence. jus tthe way i wanted to be. oh!... my companion were eva, dawn as well as eva's Gf- angie PNG. haha.

- if u carn see, i tell u now, its blue.


- if u carn see again, i am telling u now, i am preparing for a swim.

- I starts to feel insecure without Joel. carn say much, but it felt pretty bad not be able to hear him. Holiday has taken it toll on mi, i guess. i felt deprived. especially when so many things is happenin ard mi that i couldn say anything to him.


-Besides all this, indefinately, i will be working on my part-time job. Nielsen and Canadian. Fun! with new project (GLow and Connect) and companionship. i love my job very much! cos its handjob or blowjob. (not to pollute minds of individual. i mean work with ur hands and mouth here )

- I guess my friend is expressive. they love to do that even they are happy.

- SHarizah and AKina

- Ah gong wei siong


- Akina and Amira

- It isn easy to work my way up to a news speaker, and now i did. lets WOW!

-Dog training every sunday as usual.
-Know and met 2 new gay friend. Easy to get along, and i like them pretty much. friends!



SiongSiongBear Loves Jovien and Joel on 17 January 2009!

u have to remember wat was given and taken... it meant to be forever... everlasting love.