Whole world in my hands

third week

why suffers like this? i just dun understand. this is the first time i am upset over matter for the longest dreadful period of time. A broken heart can really cause someone to be tormented, this indescrible excruciating pain that pierces through ur heart. its crying, i felt it. blood is pumping something else than the warm blood. I felt so weak I can hardly move my muscles. all I wan to do is to lie on the bed.No, I didn cry, but i refuse to wake up. wake up to see each morning, not without life without him. even when Joel urging to be freed from its cage, no, i choose not to wake up.

----------- that wat i do during my emo period---------

I thought i was strong. Love comes and go. I consoled ALL my GF this way. wat needs to be freed is ur bidy, mind and soul. revitlise ur senses. let it all go. Cos my girls must remember they deserves better.

Now when i've come to think of it, i'm quite naive. Its not easy, i carn even help myself now. The guy u even wanted is standing before u, who u can deserve better than him over someone else?

I drink, got high, and enjoyed the High sensation for the first time. but facts remains facts. i woke up feel groggy, life still continue the way it is... without him.

!!GET ALIVE- SSBEAR!!

(sub-consciously, i told myself before i fell asleep, start a new life, its a new year afterall. Look at the wonders ard u- ur friends, family, joel and those who showed support for u, isn it time to move on.)

New Year day- Gugu's birthday as well.Family shot without mi

close up to the elders

1st- cold dish

Pick up ur chopstick - get ready, go

2nd- Shark fins

3rd - Peking duck wrap

4th - roasted chicken

5th - Soy braised fish

My granny and her children

6th - Real abalone and spinach

7th - dun know. i doubt i touched that. going abit high alr.

8th- Buttered oats prawns

9th - Seafood!

10th - Fried noodle

everyone get heated up!

12th - Yam paste

13th- the cake, of course

My MAMa and PAPA

Uncle Ronald and Uncle william

random shot

random shot

Someone took this down when i was sobbing. Damnit. i was really upset. argh.. angry

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WESTies reunion

the one in the frontview is Joel. extreme right is Genie ( Joel's sibling)!

Sniff sniff

- we turned to Kbox when St James (Gay night) is closed, wat a waste.

- My light weight covered shoe. going to get it once i get my pay. but its the last pair. PRAY HARD no one buys.

After one long day of shopping, this is wat i've got. Satisfied.

My new shaver. i can now trim some part of mine with ease.

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Weeeee Jun's Big Eater

Big eater has been opened for months now, and is going pretty well. I love the environment here as well as its food. Wee Jun has wild imagination of creating his own ideal restaurant and one of it is being fufilled. It is the one he is running now. he is happy so am i. Being creative, he have so many interesting menu u have to try! seriously, I swear u wouldn regret.

Wee jun is preparing our food. hungry.

His coffeeshop- this section of his sells western food

Chicken chop (dunno wat fanciful name he made up)

Lamb steak

Sinyi and mi

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Double OOOO
First visit, not too bad. i like how they seperate the change of environment on the first and second story. just that going up and down might cause a bit of hassle as the passageway up were narrow.

Each a jar, the alcohol was mild. thumb down

Locker

my y.sis asked mi to snap this photo

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PAintball (short Flashback to first week)
Finally, i got the picture from brandon! Our Paintball aventure! no words... pictures with captions.

Bob and elina

Yan liang and his Gf

Brandon and our trainer

BAttle field - under trainin

Oh hoo... scary

For the nation!

the vest is not enough. but who cares..

after the game.

Bruises from elina

Bob got multiple shots in one go. my seriously hurt ally.

mine! two on my arm, one on my leg. not bad. could be even worst when brandon and Hq is my rival in the game.

TaaTA... the eight of us.!

SiongSiongBear Loves Jovien and Joel on 21 January 2009!
- definition of love is unique to each individual
To love is willingness to let it go
Set myself free
Set urself free
give us a chance to breathe
N a chance to see a better future
i love u
i assume u felt my sincerity too
till the day we meet again as better and stronger friendz
-.babyJoe & SSbear.-