New person comes new change

Things are turning for the better. After an incident that took place months ago, I feel so much relieved and a happier person now. Living in dilemma, being pessimistic is my trait and it isn’t easy for mi to get over it. Finding a person who likes me the way I am is not a simple task. Norbel once said, ‘let him comes naturally to you.’ But seriously, the wait is too long. I carn suppress my desire for men- a monogamous relationship, I mean.

Studies
I know things are changing within me which has gotten worse overtime, but there’s just nothing I could do to curb it. The only thing I am anticipating is only to find the right ‘him’. The holidays I’m having now isn doing me good either. More stoning time, more time to let my heart out. Work, apparently, is going downhill. However, each day, I’m striving to do good things, things that make my everyday meaningful.

Work
Recently, I just happened to realize that my colleague has been putting up fake faces in front of me. I hate back-stabber, they acting like immature assassin with knifes, daggers, parangs, etc that u carn see with ur naked eye- hard to dodge. The stab is severely painful but that’s life. I did things I should not have done and I have myself to blame. Apart from it, why not tell me directly? Or is it because I am usually the odd one in the company that everyone can take advantage of it – all at one time?

Life
As I was iterating abt my recent life-events, there are surely matter that brightens me up. This month- April. I’ve seen a revelation. Maybe I took a pill of Viagra, drank lots of redbull, high on alcohol and drugs.... I dun know. It seems like my Biological clock is revived. I wan a better change. Took up new sport, working on a short video for the entire class, be ACTIVELY involved at work, meanwhile- shop hard N play hard.

Geezz.... look at what I’ve got over two weeks of holiday.

All time Hot favourite chinese singer- Zhang Zhi Chen.

A nike top, nike short, nike sock and a nike shoe - complete nike set!

A malaysia trip (pictures and post will be blogged shortly)

And... GEE~~ a new car!


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Sigh... glimmering over these small susprises. Actually i still dun understand why my father wanted his car change. i find his reasons silly. However, i still like the new colour i chose. if u can see, under the sunlight- its dark PURPLE!


As of now
- I am waiting a reply from Carlton hotel regards to my internship. If I dun get through, I’ll sign up for higher diploma immediately. Never a lost. (!!!Latest news-Carlton rejected me!!!)

- Party out & enjoy sport.

- a new guy who just came into my life days ago. Well, there were lots of things I like abt him, but it still too early to conclude that what he says is all nothing but the truth. So far, I felt his sincerity, the assurance, and his promise to commit. On the other hand, I’m not too sure whether he thinks the same I do, and maybe it may just another infatuation for him... (If everything goes well, I might just have his face put up in my next post.)
*Still keeping my fingers cross*

-Missing All DHM 407 C students. Most of them are now attached to a hotel and I’m wishing u guys all the best. Enjoy in whichever hotel u’re in. For those who are stuck in obtaining a placement, good luck in ur search! Probably u can try getting your testimonial written from the school and get assistance from student service. Ok?

Ciao.


SiongSiongBear Love Joel and Jovien, remembers Joe.T on 14 April 2009.
- I love Zhang Zhi Chen. He’s so shuai like me.
- BaBe, I like u so much! I won’t let u go to waste.