RaNdoMs RaNtiNg.



Helloz peeps.
Been abit of time since my last post.
The reason i decided to post for today was due to my Director of FnB whom i'm working with , in my current job.
i was alarmed cos HE READ MY BLOG.

and wheres my other blog readers? i dun need anoynomous reader, i need taggers!


Lucky me that i didn write bad things abt my hotel, not that i have alot of bad things to say abt it. It just my personal opionion/ rants. i hope ppl like u guys dun get too offended and affected. Cos life short. Live and complain like there's no tomorrow!



Work is alright. We love my managers alot. and thats the reason i work hard. but i really dislike the overtime hours, its not that we do not wan to commit, its un-commitable. i'm just a human, getting paid 500 for attachemnt, to work for 9.5hrs, 5 days a week. we are not obligated to work over our limits even we're paid for (5.50 or 6 dollars, unless convert OT hours to OIL). I dun wanna to fear that i carn end work on time everyday that we need to extend. I dun wanna to fear of managers calling on our off to work. i have other commitments... (but the way i deliever this message will just be received as an excuse). so why explain ?


Holiday Inn is experiencing Major Changes for the past one and half years and Finally, official RE-LAUNCH is HERE!. For those who are interested, keeping u guys in suspense till 4Th NOV 09. Read the news. proud and excited.



HUAT LEE


maybe this is the first time i'm writing a post abt him. I miss him, yes, i do. he just went in for NS. Expecting it, but just feel sad when he left. What worse was, i didn send him in, or throw him a small farewell celebration, or even text him the morning he left. guilty as charged.

i wish him all the best. called his mum today, said he will be out next coming friday. better plan out something for him.

Mr Sim

Frankly, i dunno wats next. but i'm looking forward to all the great times we going to have in the future. From two different background, come together. I dun know hows that possible when at times, i dun feel the connection between us- at all. We chat almost everyday, yet at times, i just dun feel his existence when we chat. feelings suck, but he's still there. it hard but i've to accept it, cos he's reallllllllll Cuuuttttteeeee... He just one guy who is affectin me so much recently la.

Joe.T
I dun know why i think of Joe recently. It must be that silly message from a person who called himself joel and that he chat with me 2 days back wanting to know me more. But who's that Joe...

maybe i'm just terrrified that he is fading away from my memory... of course i do miss him, i still desire him the way i do every now and then. He no longer online, or maybe i;m so tied down that i'm online when he's not. I carn feel his presence anymore.


Kexin
I have been chatting with Xin abt sim and i appreciate the time she spent just to listen. Actually, other than encouragement, i depended alot on her advice. Tend i also look things in a wider picture. To understand and to act on wat i understood was hard but i did it.

On her side, she got alot more emotional problems to settle. I'm sure she'll pull through overtime.

Nicholas
babe Nic has a GF! and she a very nice girl. Wats more- When i first saw her, the familarity.. i know for sure, we met each other before. a great start to know her.
He is enjoying his life now, i guess, and that makes me happy. it would be good if one day we could hang out tgt for a meal or so and be open abt myself to her. good luck, my babe!!

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Recent Event

It was mooncake festival, we had a fabulous time (except the moment i fell asleep). Sparklers, mooncake, lightsticks, companionship, mini game, and heartfelt speech by Jasmine and June Chia. so touched yet cheesy..i almost got goosebumps.

Glaze upon the moon, i think i saw Chang-Er. rubb rubb my eyes and look again. it just a fly flying near my vision. Im real tired by the time we're there, having to work for 16 hours, i'm totally exhausted. squeezing out every bit of energy from me. i feel soul-less, dead zombie. '

SiongSiongBear Loves Joe.T, Joel and Jovien, his friends, his family, and his life on 20 OCt 09!