i'm Back!

Apologise for not blogging lately. having abit of problems with my studies lately. After realising that my deferment is not going to be approved and several decisions has to made and be approve by management, i'm vexed. To think I have to propose something up for myself in which the management could have help us better in situations like mine since they are experienced... nvm.

getting away with it soon after i've signed on with a hotel...

soon i'll be in one of these hotel listed
-Rasa Sentosa Resort and Spa
-Holiday Inn Park View
-New Majestic Hotel
etc

Now its 10.09pm, and a lot of things have happened to my life since i last blogged, but where to start??

just to keep u guys reminded... National Day is coming! R u IN!!!???
its always a day i'll never forget, not because its a historical moment where one would reminisice on our history or to express love for nation but its always a day I HAVE TO WORK MY SHIT OFF! this year no less... still waiting for my schedule..

i still vivdly remembered the time my family use to get out to find a comrfy place on a grassland, placing our plastic map while having a panic, to wait for the fire work display in a majestic view.
anyway, here goes ... 'wat do u see?'(nation theme song 2009)





i was expecting something vibrant and lively, but they took that away.

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i'm just rather susprised that some of u do visit my blog, but WHY DIDN TAG!!

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School is going pretty alright, for the fact that the guy that dislike me for who i am did not pull that trigger of mine, i'm going all fine. Made some desirable good friend in my class, not close , but least we talk.

As promised,before i set out for my attachemnt, i am going to finish whatever needs on my part for the project before i leave them on their own. hope they are fine with it as this is the best possible alternative.

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Starting to countdown to my 21st. just wondering wat i can do since NSRCC is fully occupied on the weekends. macdonald? Aranda country club? chalet? Prawning? nothing really fancy me much now.

perhap, just a random place where i can have all my friend gathered to have fun/games. just wan to show how much i appreciated to have them here in my life.



hope for the best =)

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Me and Mr sim has been chatting for mpre than half a year. only till recent, we talked and met up.

look at the progress...



chat seldomly--> chat every night --> message seldomly--> message often--> talked at times --> met up


i like how things are going for us, but its not gonna work out. cos we're seeking for something too different.

he is right when he said that i fall for men too easily. but wat does he knows abt love and like... he doesn deserve any of the feeling i have for him. neither does he care much.

but things are still going as it is, and even closer...

he said 'Dun fall for me, just go with the flow'


I knew this is going to happen. That is why i refuse to see him when he initiated. Oh, his laziness is also one factor we met onli recently. but to be able to hang on for this long, its something i do not wan to give away fast.

dun know wat he thinks abt me... as he lives in the moment.

siongSiongBear Loves Joel and Jovien, remembers Joe.T on 31 July 2009!