Memories stays and never leave...

i should have treasured everything he gave to mi, i had regretted for the first time. Regretted things that i could have done more for him, things that wouldn have caused wat left of mi now. 'bleahz' was the most attractive and appealing word, nobody could say it while it meant so much to me at the same time. His words can bring mi to heaven... give mi a whole new life. But yet, i upset him.. he should be happy now, and i know from his words. i cried cos i am happy...perhap i know wat he thinks about me but it wouldn matter much already...i destroyed his perfection...

i walk my way now, learning from the past... learning from how to treat a person better, learning how to respect like the way he did. Deep in my heart i know who i have choosen. THis memories stays and never leave... my heart sinks when i thought of it...but it did impact my life. Maybe it will affect mi for the rest of my life, but i really do not want to forget it. its contradicting but its all true.

I hope we can be best of friends. i hope we can go out to catch movie sometime. i hope we can go through thin and thick together. i hope the bad times we had would not have happened. i hope....i really hope all i hoped to come true... i want to own u for the rest of my life...

PS:NS life will be sucky but u brighten mi up dramatically... keep in contact... my once dearest.

SiongSiong reminisces....12 april 2007