Dun think its a mistaken identity

had a great day but not a great night...

went for fitness this morning with heidi, while jaz having her own sweet sun tannin, can;t stand the scorching sun , woo hoo..

then i followed jaz for her dentist appointment, thought was long but as soon as i went up to pay a visit for my granny, she called mi down, saying she's done... haha, that was really just a consultation ...

and of course mahjong after that....

she mentioned it was my attitude but it come so naturally till i did not know i made a terrible mistake. was it for him , i thought to myself... NOT exactly.... though i wanted to help him but under that situation i didn even think that he was him... my attitude !! argh..was like wat... ?? i just want to win xiao ping attitude has turn my best friend into foes...

dun realy wish to explain further,anyway, i hate myself sometimes, my life really sux and i had been down for quite sometime... nothing makes mi happy these days... hope everything will end soon... real soon, i guess... all good things have really come to an end..haha, can't even believe...

nite,guys

Siongsiongbear, 5 april 07, 351am-

-results out today... guess i need to accept myself to fate, nobody will know wats going through my mind and heart now... i'm not positive abt this at all, so if it really happens, i hope no one will be there to comfort mi, just wan to be alone for quite sometime...-thanks, guys...