-GEt Out Of my Sight-

There is no way a person talks to mi like that. Jaz is outrages... sounded like she dun wan us to quarrel more, instead she is adding oil to fire. Initially i wanted to hang up already, but i couldn't, they were my b.friends and i have never quarrel with best friends before. i stayed on and listened while they talk ... trying to peace my mind at the same time... WAO LAO, this woman... words are knife poking and agitating even drip of my blood in bloodstream... Shit Man, Just Shit ... hung up and cried for a long while. They have changed, the temper, attitudes, way of thinking isn thoughtful anymore.

i never talk back to ppl, cos i dun know how to... i always back out during argument not cos i am a coward. its cos i always forget what had happened that leads to the quarrel therefore, i do not know wat to argue...when i dun know wat to say eventually i will end up losing. in the first place, we shouldn quarrel !

WAt happened in the working place on saturday is like how many days ago, can i remember wat i had done ? june says i keep asking her abt the japanese word for greeting during work, but i couldn recalled, i just know i didn KEEEEEEEEEP asking abt it...cos i have already written the word on my palm ... did she used it as a way to threaten or to make mi believe i am a nuisence in the workplace... WAt i know is that the shirt is damn small, thats all i want to relate! but it seems to mi, its alot more than that ... Plenty MORE

But all in all, they didn put themselve in my shoe, i had already mentioned i have alot of work to be done. they have their reasons to counter-attack, but one thing for sure is that they dun know the schedule and hows the life in a private school is... its definately different from poly, i swear... but Y the hell the cert isn as recognise as poly cert, and the hell thing is that its never known... GUESS WAT ! u think u know alot of things abt my life, U know NOTHING!

i have been planning my schedule, everyday, it just prove its getting worst ! thank u, jaz... i guess i have to throw one thing away so that i could manage my life better. ANd i Have been pointing that out in my previous posts- work, studies, dog, driving, another work- I know wat i have to give up...
They are my old-friends .
if we believe friendship never ends, it never will.

SiongSiongbear FAces difficulties in life ! on 15 may 07,1216am