Unexpected Changes

Stuff that is usually hard to accept, I will just hide it away from reality. That’s not the way it should be. I am strong ain’t I ? dun exactly need to pull someone over to be mine. Its all pre-destined, there no forcing need to make it right. Even worse, imagining it will come true is deceiving myself. So I should live it my way, happy and satisfied. Like before, like now and years to come…

In this way, I might free myself from burden I don really need to carry in the first place. Eva is right! She helped me to analysis the situation and made prompt possibilities…
I will definitely not like a guy who might be playing me out… I hate that. Even if it’s the slightest possibility, I still don’t like the idea. I will try hard to curb my feelings, for reasons that he may hurt me in the end. Least, I wouldn’t be that depress because I have nth to lose.

Not living for u, But still, I love you.

I lvoe My darling and Jovien on 25th June 08..