Hello,

feeling so lousy today, realised that i am treating my Giving him love at the wrong time resulting in having fearful aggression when he was with mi till now. Anyway, i lost $$ in mahjong today, 90cents !! haha... though not money but its still a lost... plus jun long never reply mi in msn , this hurts the most, man .... i dun know wat the hell i did, he dun wan to reply mi in any possible ways... Perhap, he has forgotten abt his secondary schoolmates... i dun know wat the hell he is thinking, and i hate myself as i cannot stop thinking abt it... as if i am the one in the wrong...

SiongSiong Bear, 18th nov 2006, 0253am